If the Human Design 2027 Paradigm Shift cross transition global freakout doesn't end up happening and I'm still stuck with my parents, I think I'll just cut my losses and kill myself. Open up my abdomen and excise my stomach and intestines in the ruins of the Ehrentempel, maybe I'll try deluding myself into thinking that I'm embracing one of them again if I don't feel like fading out on my own. Sounds like a plan, yeah. Goodnight, see you tomorrow.