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I am a putrefying carcass. I hope I never feel anything moving or pleasant or profound ever again. I've had my fill for one life.
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>>8542
>>5677 might be him. I skipped over that post since it mentioned his grandmother whom he had never mentioned hitherto. >>7707 is not him, though he may be seen in the replies sympathizing with OP. I know it's not him because he once told me he does not have a sister. And >>7593 is definitely not him because I made that post precisely to tease him.
He's one of the more interesting characters I've come across online. And he may lurk here yet. I think I spotted him recently but I'm on my phone and don't really feel like bringing up the threads.
Some of the things he's said resonate with me, even though I sense we are contrary on most other levels. I feel like his posts are worth archiving at the least, and now I have some time to reflect on them. This is not to mention the thing he hinted at working on which I am still interested in, even if the likelihood of it ever coming to fruition or of it even being real in the first place are low.
No. I will not let it go.
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>>8543
Maaarrrrgggeee...
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>>8545
Interesting.
>>8543
Fucking stop. Let me be nothing, or at least be renewed each time.
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>>8553
I'll comply, with one singular exception.

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You're not white if you've never fantasized about killing your parents or siblings
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>>8531
Who? What are you saaayyyyinnnggg
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>>8532
I love you.
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Fantasizing about killing your mommy for not giving you attention won’t make your skin any whiter el pablo
>>8533
Neither post is by who you're thinking they are, you were already warned that this would happen.
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>>8552
I see.

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Hey /b/fags

If the Human Design 2027 Paradigm Shift cross transition global freakout doesn't end up happening and I'm still stuck with my parents, I think I'll just cut my losses and kill myself. Open up my abdomen and excise my stomach and intestines in the ruins of the Ehrentempel, maybe I'll try deluding myself into thinking that I'm embracing one of them again if I don't feel like fading out on my own. Sounds like a plan, yeah. Goodnight, see you tomorrow.
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>>7896 (OP) 
I just googled it and it's some pseudoscience thing. Have you tried therapy instead?
I think this might also be him.
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>>8529
What exactly is the point of bumping all of amarna guy's posts
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>>8535
Who?

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Dream sequence: I was locked inside a foyer connecting a row of terraced houses alongside a black British social worker woman that looked like the alicia troonjak nigger (see image). I was going inside the chambers before the locked front doors of each home to pick up a faintly coloured dot, a small fastening (screws, nails) and a key from a drawer and cupboard in each of them. As I was doing this, the woman was saying variations of the phrase "Humanity should be more [adjective; i.e 'Cruel', 'Vicious', etc]" alongside a justification for it, after repeating this three times and running out of rooms, I turned to her and began fucking her (IDK why) as I stared at her face. She kept saying "I mean we're not beasts, are we?" as I did, I then consciously started trying to disengage as I was orgasming and she began laughing and saying "We're not, are we?" as she smiled at me until I opened my eyes.
I've understood it as being about HMoFA and amorality. I will not change anything about my personal character or beliefs because of this.
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I wanted to go back to sleep, didn't want to leave things on that note but couldn't stop thinking about what had happened.
Anyway, I still vaguely recall earlier parts of the dream but don't feel like writing them down in full. There was a school trip about Nietzsche, collision with a train ("Hands on the wheel, idiot." I said right before it happened), an alien invasion lighting up the sky, rolling mortar cannons with wings, the band Crystal Castles and a bright orange hoodie with the word 'Violence' on the front and back (last thing I remember before the reality shift to OP sequence).
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Maybe the same person?
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>>5925 (OP) 
>She kept saying "I mean we're not beasts, are we?" as I did, I then consciously started trying to disengage as I was orgasming and she began laughing and saying "We're not, are we?" as she smiled at me until I opened my eyes.
<I've understood it as being about HMoFA and amorality.
Interesting metaphor. Reminds me to what happened to this site. Irony Poisoning is a hell of a drug.

>>5927
<a bright orange hoodie with the word 'Violence' on the front and back 
Wake up babe, New school shooter merchandising just drop out. geg.

Anyways, i also had a terrible dream today but i have already forgotten it. 
Hate how my malfunctioning cortisol-filled brain that can remember shit.

I slept for 24 hours straight and I still feel absolutely fucking horrible.
you should only sleep 7 hours
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>>7095
It depends on the individual or something like that, yeah, or whatever, or however the experts agree.
Invest in a rooster
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>>7099
Doesn't help.
Possibly him.

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every day i am somehow even more miserable and tired than the last. my entire waking life has been reoriented around a single day of november 2025; i wish i had stopped breathing that night.
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But now he levitated farther up, his hands still tingling.  He
began to float through the bars, he expected the instant of
safety as his hands found footing, but that moment did not
come, the bars squeezed his body.  His chest tingled. As he
fell through his cage, his legs tingled.  The fire in his eyes
had become a cold wind, he blinked away tears.  He tumbled
through the bars, spinning and turning, he could see a man.
In his hand he saw a small white rat.  A pounding, the
crashing waves in his ears became rhythmical, hard.  The man
was beating the rat against the floor.  Pounding, pounding.
Blood covered his hands, the man's hands tingled. He had
broken them on the floor of the cell.  Disciplinarian, lover,
murderer.  Gheritt looked back into the cell.  He saw himself,
disciplinarian, lover, murderer.  He had killed his nemesis.
The rat lay dead in his bloody hands.  At last, he held the
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>>6586 (OP) 
>Pov: you've ordered a rare and exclusive anthro plushie of your dreams and it took over a month to arrive because the postal service somehow deemed it necessary to send it by sea and the route went past the strait of Hormuz and you were waiting at the dock looking at the cargo-laden ship with your beloved plushie inch ever closer your heart aflutter with the expectation of the imminent encounter and a large sign with the postal tracking number and the name of the plushie on it in hand only to see shadows like sharks assail the cargo ship and oh god your plushie is now ablaze in a rapidly sinking container how is this even possible the two of you are now doomed to never see each other until the universe is made anew there is no god and also this is kind of smoke is fine but the drinking straws are paper and bottle caps are now bolted to the bottle and also there's bugs in flour and processed foods.
Another one, I think.

Mothers are the greatest traitors that ascendant humanity have ever known.
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Many are saying this >>4872
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>>5757
No one looks like this or says this.
>>5756
That alone would be unforgivable
I think this is another post made by him, yes.
Hating your parents is troon coded btw

I get it, the dream of being able to manifest an image depicting a scene only by describing it in enough detail. Generative AI. I'm referring to Generative AI.
If this dream were made a reality through brain-interfacing technology, I wonder how many of the anti-AI people would be upset by it or against it in some way.
Drawing sucks, I hate it. Maybe that's because I'm shit at it and refuse to formally "study" and "practise" it, maybe that feeling never goes away for some artists.
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>>4770 (OP) 
Cool story, bro.
bump

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What is the method to finding actual long term internet friends, I feel like every fucking 2 months I find a group of people w similar interests and then drift away, it's a never ending cycle.
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>>8504
sound advice, I had a similar friend group with like 8 dudes,but we'd play GTA V on the xbox, and then we ended up playing a multitude of games, we ended up being good friends for close to a decade but ended up splitting up when most of us finished highschool. I have had a few friend groups like this in other scenarios too, like a group of furry artists that were really fun to be around, but basically the "leader" didn't like me and ended up just giving me the cold shoulder, until others followed and I only rarely talk to like two of the group now.
>>8506
true. I have gained and lost alot of friends as well, with the ones who truly matter and care sticking around despite even years of radio silence lol. I guess its just moreso that feeling that online friends kind of drop off the face of the earth sometimes, or that you can't interact with them in other mediums other than games and messaging apps typically, and how it feels that making new friends after this is significantly harder.
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>>8508
Personally I feel content having a small number of close friends, larger friend groups are fickle and will fade over time. I'd focus on maintaining the few close relations you have as those are what count the most
This arrangement seems like it's working out just fine for you. Most people have probably found their "forever friends" by the time you meet them, I don't know how you'd go around identifying people that haven't.
>>8500 (OP) 
Friends? Where can I download those?

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